This is an everyday occurence.

Well now we know he takes after his Mama

Noah LOVES Mac n Cheese. Almost more than i do.

4th of July! I know I'm late

Sorry these 4th of July pics are late. School is ruining my life.






Simple but sweet :)

Noah was in shock at the fireworks

Loving dogs in an understatement

bff's!

Wow my last blog was definitely a downer. My friend's death has really been on my heart and i jsut really needed to write about it. On another note, Noah has been battling getting sick at daycare and after catching bronchitis for the 2nd time in 2 weeks we have decided to pull him out. I'm happy because he gets to spend more time with George since he will be working swings (2pm- 10pm). Although he is sick Noah has been as happy as can be. He is walking everywhere and LOVES playing with Chloe. They are getting SO close and he even has his own little sound for her when we let her out of her kennel. Here are some cute pics i snapped of them last weekend in Noah's glider.

Every day

This is one of my favorite pictures. I think about this picture EVERY single day and what it means to me. But most of all i think about who is in the picture. I think about him every day. Every. Single. Day. I cant get it out of my mind. A couple of days ago i had a rough day and i just broke down. George didnt really know what was going on and i told him, i cant stop thinking about Kegan. He was quiet and just let me vent and i just couldnt stop crying. I've wanted to blog about this for a really long time now but i didnt want to face my pain. I have learned alot from Kegan's death. I have learned that there are people who literally dont deserve to be in my life. And there are some that do that i dont spend as much time with. And thats my fault. And i'd like to think some things are slowly changing. I've never had regrets. I really havent. I'd like to think that having a regret is something that just eats you up. That you cant stop thinking about because you regret it so much. I sleep good at night, theres hardly a day that goes by that i think, "Man i wish i had done this or that." But since Kegan has died i regret. I regret SO much. And i think thats why i cant get him out of my mind. Everyday i regret not spending more time with him. Not calling him, not texting him. I regret not telling him how much i loved him and appreciated everything he ever did for me. I regret. And theres NOTHING i can do to change that. I hate it. I miss him so much. And i just cant believe he's gone. I cant regret anymore. I have to make sure that i keep the people i love close. That i let my family and friends know how much i love them.

I look at that picture and i smile. We were just kids. We had so much fun. He was ALWAYS there for me. I cant count how many times he drove me home or picked me up from somewhere. I'm so glad to have known him for as long as i did. And i hope and pray that i can be half the friend to someone like he was to me. I want to be remembered as being loyal and honest and reliable like he was. Heres to you Kegan. Not a day goes by that i dont think of you. I know i'll see you one day. And me and the guys will be so happy to see your smiling face. I love you.

In motion

Here is a quick video i got of Noah walking. He usually walks all the way from his room to the living room but i think he was distracted by me recording him.

Up close and personal

Noah LOVES to look out his window and a couple of days ago i thought it would be great to snap some pics of him with the sunlight on his little face. George is starting to consider getting me a nicer camera because i love taking pictures so much. Its just a hobby i enjoy, especially taking pictures of my son, but i thought that would be nice to have a better camera. We'll see! I'll probably have to take a couple of classes too which i would end up enjoying more than the classes I'm taking now. Talk about stress! Cant wait for summer semester is OVER!



Oh, and our 4th of July was so nice and I will put some pictures up soon! I'm falling so behind with blogging and pictures because of homework.